Right, so today was the second day.
We got our options...I'm in art and french, which is okay, I guess. Atleast I'm not in world geography or leadership or extra gym.
It was actually pretty uneventful. I was just alone, and I just did what I had to do to get through the day. I dont know how long I can do that, though...I just felt so empty. My so-called friend Anoushka is still acting like I dont exist...she's not mad at me, but she just picks the "popular kids" over me, even though they dont like her.
Yeah...so, I have CTS tomorrow, so I get to listen to music on the bus. Im sitting alone, thats okay...I'll have all my boys (all of GC, Rancid, AFI and more) with me:)
There's this guy in my class, who will remain unnamed, who is SO HOT! I mean hoooot. He has the most gorgeous eyes (well, not THE most georgeous, that'd be Billy), and this great smile. He's so funny. Too bad I'm ugly and everyone hates me. He probably doesnt even notice I exist.
All this shit, added to the fact that I'm not sleeping. I literally think im an insomniac. I can't sleep for more that half an hour at a time, and thats only every once in a while. So every night, I sleep a grand total of about 2 hours. And It just makes me even more tired of life. I mean, how I can I run on that?
This is all wearing me down, and I've only been back to school for two days. How the hell am I going to make it through the whole year?
God, I hate life.